We're also developing good qualities in the mind: mindfulness, alertness and ardency
"So you focus on your breath. When the breath comes in, know it’s coming
in; when it goes out, know it’s going out. As you do that, you have to
bring some mental factors to the breath.
The first is
mindfulness, just keeping the breath in mind. Remind yourself: This is
where you want to stay. And make this your frame of reference. You can
forget about the world outside for the time being. Focus on this world
here, the world of your breathing, the world of your immediate
experience in the body. Make that your frame of reference.
Thoughts
that deal with other things: Put them aside for the time being. It’s
not that you’re being irresponsible here, it’s simply that the mind
needs some time for itself, some time when it can put down all the cares
and responsibilities of the outside world so that it can get itself
into shape.
So, mindfulness here means remembering to stay with the breath in and of itself, right here.
The
next quality is alertness: You actually know what you’re doing right
now. You know when the breath is coming in; you know when the breath is
going out. You know when it’s comfortable or not. This is important. If
the breath isn’t comfortable, it’s going to be hard to stay with it. A
lot of the meditation revolves around this one issue right here:
learning how to be comfortable with the breath.
You can focus on
the sensation of breathing at any spot in the body where it’s easy to
know that now the breath is coming in, now the breath is going out.
Choose a spot where it feels comfortable to be centered. It can be the
tip of the nose, the middle of the head, the base of the throat, the
chest, the abdomen.
When you find a spot that you like, then
allow the breath at that spot to feel comfortable: comfortable coming
in, comfortable going out, with no tension building up with the
in-breath and no holding on to tension or pushing out with the
out-breath. Just allow the breath to come in, go out, in a way that
feels really good.
A third quality you bring is ardency: You’re
really focused on this. You pay attention. When you’re with the breath,
you try to be as sensitive as possible to how the breathing feels. The
more sensitive you are to detect the slightest little bit of tension or
tightness and work through it, then the more comfortable the breath
becomes, the more absorbing it becomes. It feels really good just
sitting here breathing.
You can start exploring this aspect of
what it means to have a body and what it means to sense a body from the
inside. You can play with the way you breathe — in terms of its rhythm,
in terms of its texture, whether it’s deep or shallow, fast or slow,
heavy or light. There’s lots of room for experimentation.
When
you get really sensitive to the breath, you begin to realize that it’s a
whole-body process. Your whole nervous system is involved in each
in-breath and each out-breath. Think of the breath coming in and out
through the whole body, down through the nerves, out to every pore.
If
you find yourself slipping away from the breath, then ardency means
coming right back as soon as you notice that you’ve slipped away. And
try not to get discouraged. It’s common in the meditation that you
suddenly find yourself someplace else, thinking about things in the
past, things in the future. Don’t worry about how you got there. Just
drop it and come back to the breath.
No matter how fascinating or
how important that other thought may seem to be right now, you can
think about it later. Right now is time to get in touch with your
breathing. You’ll find that with practice you catch yourself more and
more quickly, until you get to the point where you can actually sense
the mind getting ready to leave the breath before it goes. Then just
breathe in good and deep in a way that feels really gratifying to the
body, and that will re-establish your mindfulness.
So these are
the qualities you bring to the breath: mindfulness, keeping the breath
in mind; alertness, being alert and sensitive to the breathing; and
ardency, trying to make that sensitivity even more refined, more
continuous. So, as we focus on the breath, it’s not that we’re just
getting the breath. We’re also developing good qualities in the mind.
These are qualities we need in all our activities: the ability to be
mindful, to be alert, and to really be ardent about what we’re doing."
~ Thanissaro Bhikkhu "Making a Difference"
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