You give yourself fully to the breath right now, right now, and don't have to worry about what you're going to have left at the end of the hour
"Bit by bit you’ll find yourself adjusting to staying right here
comfortably: that’s the directed thought, that’s the evaluation. But you
don’t have to give those processes those names. Just be right here, be
aware right here, be comfortable right here, and the fullness of your
awareness will develop over time without your having to plan ahead,
without your having to pace yourself. Give yourself fully right now. If
you give yourself fully right now and if it grows fuller in the course
of time, fine. If not, you’ve done everything you can, so there’s no
need to worry about it. You don’t have to ask yourself where you are in
the grand arc of the hour. You don’t have to save yourself for the last
lap. It’s not like being a runner who has to pace himself. You give
yourself fully to the breath right now, right now, and don’t have to
worry about what you’re going to have left at the end of the hour. The
full-giving right now is what’s going to see you through the hour.
So, as you’re meditating here, there’s just this one thing: this breath. That’s all you need to know."
~ Thanissaro Bhikkhu "Just This Breath"
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